This last week has been a tough one, again. This time I refuse to let it carry on..I am done with my bad attitude! There are so many great things coming my way I refuse to let some possible bad ones take away my happiness.
My semester is coming to a close and I'm feeling pretty good about it all. I have 4 papers I need to write here in the next couple weeks, but I know I will get it done! I thought this semester would be a lot more difficult than it ended up being. The classes I thought would be most difficult ended up a breeze! Ask me to say that again during finals...won't happen...guaranteed!
I still need to work on my transfer to Texas, but I have a good feeling about it. Speaking of Texas, some of my stress and bad attitude is coming from this particular situation. I'll just start this out right... Hi, my name is Amber, and I am a planner. I like planning, I feel better when things are planned and I hate when people keep trying to change my plans. I've always wanted to be one of those people that just "goes with it", but it's so not me. I get anxiety and I can't sleep when I don't have a plan. It's sad...and scary I know. So, in knowing that I'm this way you would think I would surround myself with fellow planners. Not the case. The opposite happens more often than not and I am constantly anxious that someone is about to flake on me (p.s. I'm normally right). I realize that I need to let go a little and be flexible with plans. So, I generally am...but someone who consistently can't make up their mind really just push me over the edge.
In regards to Texas I have decided that no one matters. I can do this and I will do it, alone. I will make my plans and include only myself. I do this for my sanity in all honesty. I cannot continue on this weird path of disappointment in people. It's not healthy. Therefore, expectations are only for me. It's so much better this way!
Enough of my rant! Goodnight blogland xoxox!
That's my girl!
ReplyDeleteYou got this!!!!!
I <3 you!
Also, you look so great in this photograph!
ReplyDeleteHello! My name's Elyse, and I'm a new blogger and a new follower! I just moved to Austin last month and am absolutely LOVING IT! Granted, I've never lived in any "big" cities prior to this (have always wanted to live in San Francisco), but I have lived in several states! Austin just absolutely rules. So far most everyone I've met that's lived here forever love it too, it's not "cool" to trash the city you live in here apparently! And the few that have said negative things about Austin seem to me like they've had enough of a good thing and need to experience somewhere that sucks so they can love their city again!
ReplyDeleteI'm sure that you'll love it. Kudos to you for setting your mind to something and deciding to see it through! Moving to Austin has been a dream of mine for the past two years, and I finally made it come through. I've never looked back, and I've never been happier :)
well i hope you enjoy yourself in texas
ReplyDeleteIn regards to Texas I have decided that no one matters. I can do this and I will do it, alone. I will make my plans and include only myself. I do this for my sanity in all honesty. I cannot continue on this weird path of disappointment in people. It's not healthy. Therefore, expectations are only for me. It's so much better this way!
ReplyDeleteThis is awesome! You should feel very proud of yourself if you don't already. It takes balls.
Elyse- You live in Austin! How wonderful! I have heard nothing but rave reviews about and I can't wait to be there!
ReplyDeleteDorian- Thank you for your kind words and encouragement! <3